So His phone is taken to get fixed. I think He’ll get it back today afternoon, which means no texting again. I thought i won’t see Him online this morning at all, then the nicest thing happened. He managed to send me a good morning text on messenger. I woke up smiling and everything. Now He’s gone again, He said maybe He’ll have a few mins on xbox later on, but we’ll see. I am okay somehow, it’s weird. I miss Him, yes, but it’s like.. i have this strong feeling of security and safety.. Like i know for sure that i am wanted? I’m sure it won’t last long though.. i know myself, my mind likes to twist things, make me believe the worst things – so i’m enjoying this while it lasts.