He didn’t call.
He didn’t send a video.
I wasn’t be able to hear His voice in more than a day.
Fuck it’t so hard! I know He’s not feeling very well and i shouldn’t have bother Him with asking for it.
He lets me hear Him whenever He wants.
I’m not good. I was a stupid bitch, but i just need to hear Him.
His beautiful, perfect voice
which turns me on instantly… which can calm me down within seconds,
which can make me come,
Which can make me feel important…
I need it!
My eyelids are heavy, i’m falling asleep while typing…
I hope i’ll dream of Him.
I hope i can hear Him in my dreams.
I hope tomorrow He’ll make time for me.
Good night
How I beat my addiction to Him 